Should i have a drink?

I miscarried at 7 weeks 5 days. The baby is still inside of me and should be 10 weeks and 5 days today. I dont have ‘the scrape’ until monday and i’ve been feeling down knowing my baby stopped growing and that its still inside me. I’m still bleeding and it’s just a constant reminder..

I usually have an occasional beer but obviously havent had one due to me being pregnant. I want to unwind but i don’t feel like i should drink.. i dont know.. any opinions? Am i being stupid by drinking even though i know my baby isn’t alive?