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Felecia

so everyone my emotions are crazy right now. I'm so tired of being late and getting negative results. I am again currently 7 days late and am afraid to test for fear it will say no. my husband wants a baby so bad. but honestly we decided to do something to take our minds off of this process. and if I'm pregnant now, it would stop us from pursuing a once in a lifetime opportunity. so I guess I just don't know how to feel. I want to take a test and it say yes so bad but then again. I really want to have the opportunity to do this exciting thing in our lives. help.