I may just be over stressing. BUTTT I absolutely despise planning anything if I'm not the only one doing it myself. I don't like having a bunch of people involved giving their 2 cents or just dealing with people in general when I plan things like parties . For instance, my wedding, my MIL & husband made it a living hell for me. After 7 months of planning, my husband comes out & tells me he never wanted a wedding in the first place, just wanted something simple 🙄 ok so back to fucking square one. THEN the whole time I am planning, my MIL decides to tell me everything she DOESNT like. Well guess what it's not your wedding 🤷🏼‍♀️ I show her stuff I'm thinking of getting, she buys complete opposite of the stuff without even asking if she can buy it. ANYWAYS now I'm off to baby shower planning. I didn't even want a baby shower because I don't want to deal with planning, or cleaning or baking or anything. My cousin INSISTS I have one & she'll throw it for me. I told her from the beginning I won't be helping her because I REALLY don't want to deal. YET here I am fucking helping 🙄 because I'm not going to make her do this shit on her own. I've kinda been stressing about it because I'm reminding myself of how badly I didn't wanna deal with this crap, I'm spending money on shit I don't want to spend on, I'm wasting days on shit I don't want to waste days on. I've been telling her I'm not into it at all. She just asks why & I tell her & she's like it's gonna be fine & then asks if I just want her to do everything , but the person I am, I'm not just going to bail. It's just annoying as hell. Am I being over dramatic or what ??