Valantines day sucked!!

Valantines day! My boyfriend brought me a £1 teddy and card and I didn't get any affection, i haven't had affection for weeks I'm almost in tears! I don't think my relationship is gonna last any longer been with him for three years I just feel like everyday is the same and I just want to cry😪 I just want thinks to work, I don't want to leave him, but it's just not for me anymore I feel worthless, especially when my friends showing me how lovely there valantines day is I'm so jealous!😭