I don’t know if I’m feeling emotional because I’m 15 weeks pregnant or not but I’m literally sitting here crying my eyes out. My boyfriend and I have lived long distance for about 9 months. Between work and his military training for the national guard, i barely see him or talk to him. Currently our living situation is 2 hours away from each other and he maybe comes home Saturday morning and leaves Monday morning around 4 am to make it back for work every weekend. He works a full time job at a military camp making $25 an hour and he also delivers pizza at night. He’s a very hardworking person and I appreciate it but I feel like he works a lot to get away from me. We aren’t struggling financially so I don’t understand why he got another job. I was hoping maybe I would get a surprise visit from him. Nope. I thought maybe I would get a sweet text. Nope. I call him, he doesn’t answer or call me back but would text me after. I had small flowers delivered but that is after i mentioned flowers. He didn’t tell me he love me at all today and for some reason I told myself when I got home there would be a romantic surprise ... nope. I worked myself up so much that when I got home I couldn’t do anything but bawl my eyes out 😞 Just venting here