Do my eyes deceive me?

Chena

Test taken 2/14/18 around 8pm SO doesn't see it, had a MC in September. Hoping for a sticky bean. 2nd test taken 2/15/18 7am.

Another update: just got home from dinner and went to the bathroom. Noted some dark spotting hoping this is implantation spotting and not something else. Update again: Had hcg drawn showing 13 now bleeding heavily. This is my 4th miscarriage. I'm done. I'm done trying. I'm done feeling like a failure. Just don't know what to do anymore.