Suggestions

Heyy girls, my boyfriend and I will have a school break and he wants to go to his country to see them. However I have issues with my visa so I can’t go with him now. He didn’t see his parents for more than a year, should I let him go? (I already said it is okay if he goes I don’t want to be selfish because even spent the Christmas with me) . If he goes what am I going to do? We always spend time together so I don’t know what to do. Please give me some advice💜