Hi ladies!

Happy Valentine’s Day!

So recently found out that we are expecting #4. (Our last just turned 10 months!!! 😱)

Our marriage has definitely had better times. Things are pretty rough lately due to outside stress that’s really killing our friendship. (Sick parent, work stress, ect.)

I know I shouldn’t worry about what other people think but I can’t help it.

This baby was definitely an accident but will definitely be loved. 💕

I dread announcing to my family and friends. I feel like it wouldn’t be so bad if this was planned. My last post-partum experience was pretty rough and anyone who knows what I went through knows that another pregnancy is not a good idea. But I’m not one to abort. (No judgement, I promise, just my personal preference.) Anyways, I’m scared, very embarrassed and feeling really alone. I have faith everything will work out. This baby will bring joy to our family just as our others have. The timing is just off.

Please tell me I’m not alone.

Is there anyone here who has had a surprise baby???

How did you announce and did you get any negativity from others? If so, how did you handle it?

Is having 4 kids really THAT “big”?!?!?

I need some sunshine ☀️