So today is Valentine's and I've spent most of my Valentine's alone and I HAVE A BF. He had school today which I understand but he could of came over after. Instead he just went home. He took me out to lunch and that was it. Like I feel like I shouldn't be feeling lonely as fuck on Valentine's? I get it's just a day but damn I would like to maybe have a fucking day where I feel spoiled. He is THE WORST at affection but I stay patient or TRY too cause I know he's a busy man but this is starting to kill me inside. Yes I've brought the fact that he sucks at affection MULTIPLE times up. We've had plenty of talks about it and he hasn't changed. I just don't know what to do cause I know he loves me but damn he makes me feel unwanted and unloved at the same time.