I don’t know if it’s because I’m 31 weeks and so emotional but I just cannot stop crying about how unappreciated I feel today!!!

I’ve only been with my boyfriend for about ten months and we are 2 months away from having our baby. He’s not the kind of

man to open up about his feelings.. I mean he’s never actually even said the L word to me besides over text when we got into an argument... so I shouldn’t be so sad about the lack of affection he has given me today but I just can’t help it! Anyways, lately I just feel like he is always doing sneaky things behind my back and it’s just really gotten to me. Him and his ex wife (have a child together) just make me really insecure when they even talk! And I’m not the kind of girl to ever get jealous or be untrusting. But I get this vibe that he has to keep so much from me when it comes to her and I don’t know why! He has his old phone that he keeps that supposedly he’s keeping for court to win custody with the texts he has saved. But anytime he goes to work, he makes sure you to take it with him and Monday I had to borrow his car to go to work. He purposely woke up before I left. EARLY! Just to get his old phone out before I drove his car to work. First off, I don’t want to look at his phone! No desire. I just feel disrespected that he feels the need to constantly have his two phones with him at all times. He takes his damn cell phone he has now to the shower with him! What is he so scared of?! Anyways, I finally barked at him about it Monday with a text on my way to work, asking why? No response. So we didn’t text all day and by that time I was pissed. So Tuesday came along, and no talking throughout the day, and when I came home I saw him for 5 minutes and he acted like nothing was wrong, tried to kiss me and I turned away. By that time he knew I was mad. But knowing it was our FIRST valentines together I didn’t want to ruin it with my insecurities and still decided to do something little for him. So Tuesday night while he was at work I went and got a huge vday card, wrote a novel in it! Got his favorite candies and food and decorated the table for him to come home too. So this morning I get a “Happy Valentines Day” text and nothing more. I figured he was sleepy after working all night so I went on with my day.. by about 3:00 (which is when he is up) nothing.. so I tried to start a conversation by letting him know I was off early today.. and he replies that him and I and his daughter should go to dinner before he went into work. so I was like oh okay cool! He’s actually gonna try and work this stupid argument out... well I drive there and he says the wait time is too long so we will just go get some fast food. (Which I understood because he had work in an hour) well we get there and he explains he took off that night. So I’m like okay okay he’s gonna spend some time with me. Sigh of relief 👍🏻 he actually cares. But no. I get home after us grabbing some food and his family is sitting on my couch. Just chillin I’m there phones, “visiting” Like seriously! Our first valentines and you can’t even let us spend it together, us three?!! And what makes me even more mad is you’ve been home ALL day knowing you aren’t going to work and you couldn’t even get me a card?! I feel so unappreciated. I am not a materialistic gf. And not mad because I didn’t get a flashy gift... but a card?! I’m already feeling like I mean nothing to you and this just topped it off. So I just went to my room once his family left and sat on my floor and bawled. Got my jammies on at 7:00 and got into bed. He’s sitting on the couch watching a movie knowing I’m upset and doesn’t care to come talk to me. It’s so hurtful and I just don’t know what to do. Am I being crazy?! Advice PLEASE!