I’m venting but if you have input I’m all ears.

Iv just turned 35 I weigh 95kg and I’m 21 weeks pregnant. We have planned for this baby for just over a year. Been putting money away, moved to a bigger house for this baby ect. I was so excited when we started to try to have this baby as I have wanted to have a lot of fun trying to conceive.

My partner is 38 and has started to have some erection problems and he doesn’t like to talk about it or acknowledge there is a problem. But I made him go and talk about it with our doctor. All good and he got a script.

We were very lucky that we feel pregnant in the fist month of trying. We were both very shocked as we had only had sex 3times that month. I wanted to have sex every day if I could as our sex is awesome but we didn’t for all different reasons.

I also new that when i fell pregnant their would be no more sex for me. As my partner has told me that it makes him uncomfortable when we have sex when I’m pregnant as he thinks of the baby!

I respect that BUT EVERY TIME IM PREGNANT I BECOME SUPER HORY ALL THE TIME.

So it now my birthday and he asks me what I want for my birthday and I’m like SEX. As it’s already been 18 weeks and NO SEX FOR ME. That day I was so excited about what was going to happen later when we put the kids down. All I could think about was how much fun we were going to have.

The time has come and we are playing around with each other and I’m super turned on but theirs a problem

He is unable to get an erection

I start to focus more on trying to please him but as soon as we were getting somewhere he would go soft again. We tried for like 30 min I ended up asking him why he didn’t take something as it has been so long since we last did this. He told me he felt like he didn’t need to.

So I went to bed sexually frustrated and I know he wasn’t happy either as he was checking through out the whole night if he was getting hard. Early morning and he wakes me up letting me know he can.

IT WAS THE WORST SEX OF MY LIFE

I felt like it was all about him and his pleasure and not mine. But I thought to myself just deal with it this once it not like it was a long season.

A few days later and it’s Valentines Day and I’m telling myself tonight’s going to be different we are both going to be very satisfied.

Boy was I wrong he didn’t even try to heat up my engine. As soon as I turned him on and got him ready. It was all about him! I’m like to myself F*** U I’m not going to fake this. So I made no noises he ended up telling me he couldn’t reach my clit so just too go ahead and satisfy myself as he FM.

WTF

Like he didn’t ever do anything to me to try and turn me on. At the end of the night he was satisfied and I was pissed.

I feel like he was saying I was to fat and pregnant for him to even try to please me. I’m still very irritated by this.