I need help....

Rachael

I just made this desicion about leaving my husband....We were friends since 4th grade. Got together then we got married in the past year.... everything has went downhill. I do not get along with his parents what's so ever. I may sound selfish but seeing someone else with his last name and giving him a child *we have been trying for 8 months, no luck....* is devastating me. I love him but but everyone keeps saying I dont...so much drama. he wants to "fix it" for the 50th time... please.. I need advice. This is killing me...