Well it’s over..
So after purchasing preseed my boyfriend decided to tell me that he doesn’t want to try anymore, that he isn’t ready and we should wait another year.. I’ve never been more disappointed and I’m not even mad I wasted the 30$ on preseed.. I just wish he would have figured this out earlier.. my boyfriend has a son from a previous relationship and most of the time I take care of him and I don’t mind at all I was just ready to add my own into the mix as well and I thought he wanted the same thing too.. I guess I’m just kind of feeling like he’s doubting our relationship, things have been really weird between us lately.. I just don’t know anymore, my heart is broken😔💔