The last week or so I've been super down in myself and just depressed. I've been really busy with working full time and I'm in nursing school so I'm a little stressed. Well first, the guy I'm talking to and kind of seeing (we're not dating) blew me off when we made plans last week. We text almost every day but we haven't had a chance to see each other in like a month because we're both busy, so I stepped it up and asked him to hang out and we made plans. When the day came, he never responded when I texted him, then he texted the next day saying he feels like a dick and he's sorry and wants to make it up to me. Well here it is more than a week later, and nothing. Stupid texts. I just feel like he just doesn't care anymore about seeing me or potentially being with me. It just sucks I really like him. If he wants to see me, the hall is in his court now.

So then yesterday, my good friend at work gave me an attitude and flipped on me for no reason at all. I didn't do anything and feel like it was completely wrong.

And today, my sister (once again) is on my case about me not having money. But let me point out that it doesn't affect her one bit. I still pay my bills. I'm in school and can't get financial aid and have to pay tuition + books and all my other bills and I'm struggling. She's always getting on me about it though. Like why don't I go take out a loan, why don't I look for a new job? I already told her too I won't be able to go anywhere else that's going to pay me what I make or more without a degree, which I'm working toward.

Sorry for the long ass post, just feeling really shitty and don't know what I did to deserve all this to happen to me lately. 😔😔