So I lost someone this week. I’m sure some of you have seen the news and heard the name Alaina petty. She was shot down during the attack and was like a little sister to me. I don’t even know how to deal with how I feel right now everything just seems all too real. She was the sweetest most amazing selfless person I’ve ever met and I can’t believe she’s gone. I’ve never really lost anyone before and I don’t know what to do have any of y’all lost someone close to you and if so how did you cope. I keep just going through my phone of all the photos like this one of her goofing off trying to make me laugh.