My heart 😭 Bed sharing woes

N • Beautiful Nikolai born 12/29/17 👶💙 Lucca born 1/13/21🌻 In love and feeling myself 👨‍👩‍👦‍👦

I started my pregnancy firmly believing I'd never bed share. That went out there window when Niko was born. Now my sweet is seven weeks old and I feel sad because I intend to start transitioning him to a co-sleeper/his play yard after the fourth trimester is over. I didn't think I'd miss it, but I'm going to soak this month up. I think it helped us bond when breastfeeding didn't work out so it's difficult in it's own way to stop snuggling my sweet one at night.