What happened to us ?

How did we end up here ? In this toxic relationship? Me filled with anxiety and depression,I love you but I feel as I should love myself first ..I feel selfish for wanting to leave you and not giving our son the family he deserves but honestly I can’t deal with all the lies,cheating,and indifference.

I miss getting a simple good morning,a kiss.

Now you won’t even look my way ,while we continue to live together ..

I’m terrified of my life with out you ,scared of what should come next !

I have no idea what to do ..

How did this all start 😔