Binge eating disorder

So i always thought i might have it but now its WORSE, so bad im literally eating while typing this. I have always been the type to have a decent body, modeling is my dream and now that i have a hormonal problem and gained some weight i feel DISGUSTING and the more digusting i feel the MORE i eat! Aside from that i have a very stressfull life im honestly scared to end up having a mental breakdown. What should i do to control myself 😪