Done trying

After trying to conceive for 10 months and no luck I am honestly done trying. I hate having an effin period so I have decided I am done trying and I want to now get on the depo shot just to get rid of my period. I have been stressing out so much and I honestly don’t think I have anymore patience with anything and anyone. Even my husbands daughter pisses me off over the stupidest things. I don’t want this to be the reason for my husband and I ever arguing so I have decided not to have anymore children. I am ready to just focus on me!