Post abortion feelings.


So I found out I was pregnant on January 31,2018. Right after I told the father and the first thing out of his mouth was "we can't have a child. You need to get an abortion." I always said I wasn't going to get one. We didn't really know each other for that long and weren't in a relationship so I agreed to get it done. On February 9, 2018 I had the appointment and found out I was 7 weeks and 3 days along. I took the first pill that day. The following day I took the rest of the pills and was showing the normal process of the abortion. On Monday I was in so much pain after I got it done that I even went to the er because the pain levels weren't normal. The 16th the process was finally over. Every day I constantly have the feeling of regret but I don't know how to tell the father that. I try to keep a smile on my face and say I'm fine with it even when my parents ask. But deep down I'm not.