So I am an understanding person when I want to be. I moved all the way overseas for my little brother without the promise of him getting accepted to play for a soccer team. I gave up my friends,my school and my dream to move he not that I had a chose as I am 16. So I was ok with that you know what ever the are fashions schools everywhere. But I am not ok that I am constantly made fun of and put down. I am very sensitive and I can cry for the most random things. But I pull through that. What I am not ok with is that before my dad came here my mother and I were sharing a room when there was one available right and then when my dad did come obviously my parents would share a room and and my baby brother would sleep in the smallest bed and then my oldest brother would sleep on the pull out couch and I would sleep on my own. That was find until my dad as to input stupid shit so that is got the smallest room and my two brothers would share the biggest room. Not a problem but when they buy my little brother a bed when my mattress is hard as fuck and I have asked for a new mattress, I don’t get one but he gets a new bed and my older brother gets the biggest room to himself. At first I was supper mad but I got over it whatever. But today they went shopping for food and they come back with something for me. It was for my mattress to make it not feel hard or so merging like that first of it small for my be if I pull it all the way to fit on one side it wouldn’t cover maybe 5-6 inches and my mom said it’s fine and but nothing I can do but the thing is like a sheet of paper so thin there is no difference. None. And the worst part is that my dad said that we are ungrateful for the things they buy. while my brothers get new beds and soccer jerseys things they like I get a membership for one year for swimming. So I can lose weight yet my dad is fatter then me and has done jack shit to like se weight and keeps eating sweets when every time we go out he has dessert. I am so sick of this and then they wonder why I am sensitive and don’t want to get out of bed and want to read all day. SO I CAN GET AWAY FROM THIS HELL HOLE!!