I’m out this month :(

Caitlyn • Rainbow baby boy born 8-7-20

Y’all. TTC is awful. :(

Every little ache my body has I get excited for like “is this it?” Every little headache, every little craving, every time I’m tired. And then, AF shows. I’m so tired and I hate TTC. I can honestly say that I’m jealous of anybody who has had a child. I lost the only one I’ve ever carried at 5 weeks. I’m upset and hurt and angry and jealous of everybody.