Am I broken??


Hi so I’m sixteen and I guess by sixteen you’re supposed to be hormone ridden and all into the guys?? Very sexually attracted I guess? But I’m not. In fact I’m almost revolted by sex with another person. I do masturbate sometimes. And sometimes it’s great and everything is fine but other times I feel really guilty like I have committed a great sin or something. But I have never been sexually attracted to someone ever. I have had some pretty bad things happen to me as far as relationships and “sex” go. (My grandmother accused me of having sex in 6th grade and was very abusing in the way she treated me afterwards.) could this be part of it? Or maybe it will just take time and I’ll get over it? I don’t know. All I really is something isn’t right. 🤷‍♀️😕