help help help

can someone help me out had a crazy new years <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> did something stupid it was my ovulation day found out i was pregnant almost 2 weeks later due to missed period had an abortion 24th last month without telling my s/o since then we've been having more unprotected sex planning to keep it im 10 days late since yesterday I've had bad hurtful pain below my stomach area and it won't go away also been sleepy a lot food cravings and somewhat moody took 2 test last week but they both negative is this all in my head or ???,please help anyone