Trying to wait..but it feels like AF

Hey all, AF is due the 22nd. Trying to wait until then to test but all signs are pointing to a visit from Auntie Flo 😕 Getting in this mindset so I won't be disappointed. But trying to stay positive and optimistic for next month 🤞🏼 TTC cycle 6. Anyone else at the 6 month date? Any cycle buddies?