Sad and jealous

I found out today that my boss and his wife are expecting. I am happy for them; I really am. He’s averaging boss and a good dad to his 2 year old. But I know they just started and it happened so easy for them.

Already down from AF coming last week, so feeling extra bummed now. There’s going to be months of baby talk from my coworkers and not feeling like it’s going to happen for us. We’re not getting any younger, and only have maybe 3 shots left. Timing is just bad I guess, but trying to figure out how to put on a happy face for him when I just want to cry.