I’m confused. I need help.

Kayla

I have this friend that i have and every time me and him hang out we kiss and cuddle and he always kisses me good bye. And a few times we have done things. And like two weeks ago he told me he was catching feelings but didn’t want to start talking Bc he wanted to wait things and see how things go. But i feel like I’m just wasting my time and i always hate myself after we do things because i normally have morals and never do stuff with people I’m not dating. And it hurts because i feel like he’s just using me and i don’t know what to do because I like him and like what we have but i cant do FWB