My ex boyfriend texted me a few days back

He has done a lot of really shitty things over the last year at first he use to cheat. (He isn’t talking to me in the picture.)

Then I forgave him after this speech

And for the last 3 years that has been the pattern. Only he doesn’t cheat anymore he just disappears after getting me hooked. We don’t even have sex anymore. He just pulls me in and spits me out A few months back he made me choose between him and my current BF and I choose my current BF. But the thing is I’m addicted to him and I wanna text him back so bad. He isn’t really predictable so if I reply whit what I wrote not sure if he will fight or if he will stop replying. I’m so stuck. Also that’s not her page anymore