I just can't help thinking about how bad I wanna lose weight and I'm only 10 weeks 1 day pregnant. I can't help thinking how big an unattractive I'm gonna look this summer. I'm married now 10/20/17. And I wanna keep my husband's eyes on me even though he tells me I'm beautiful regardless. I know he means well but I also know men can't help but look when they see a woman with a fit body. We were planning a beach vacation this summer. I'm so dreading walking the beach in my swimsuit. Any other ladies feel this way?