I just need to vent..

We have been TTC for a while. This month I got a perfect cycle. Got my follie 20mm on day 12 and everything plus the kitchen sink.

We have been BDing but today is Day 14 I got my super positive opk and my husband can’t come. We tried and tried. I even allowed him to watch some porn.. but nothing.

I am mad at him because he went to work out before we tried to BD today and I think it is because of that he can’t come.

You know.. I just give up! I give the F up! I am tired of this..

I am so mad that I opened a bottle of wine and already had two glasses (I have been avoiding alcohol for months).

I am going to call the RE tomorrow and just make an appointment for next month.