I want a fuckbuddy but not really a fuckbuddy

I’m horny, so horny. I haven’t had sex in a year and my vibrator has become my bestfriend. I have a few guys that I could use for sex but my problem is that I don’t like the idea of having sex with someone if we don’t care about each other. I find it so cold to just fuck somebody you don’t know. So there’s this guy, he’s kinda like my bestfriend but he’s into me. And although it turns me on that he’d do anything To please me, I don’t wanna do anything with him cause it’s only gonna hurt him.

Has anyone been there before?