depression problems.

i had depression since i was in high school. im 23 now. Didn’t know how i dealt with it but i did , WITHOUT MEDICATION. til this day. Lately i beeen leaning to alcohol lately because it does help me lift my spirits and make me feel better. I drink wine sometimes Beer like coronas or Modelos. I don’t want to become an alcoholic or have any problems drinking but i just can’t seem to stop. i only drink on the weekends.. But lately i been wanting to drink every night every day ...i know its bad but i’m depressed with life and i can’t help but drink my problems away and feel better afterwards. Should i seek help or it’s fine ?