I just literally cried and cried and cried ... only because I had my period. My boyfriend is asking me why I'm so sad.. I don't want to tell him it's because I wanted to have a baby and my period had come. we don't use protection and he does want a baby but we are not actively trying (we'll not that we've both admitted)!

Not being pregnant has really broken my heart and I feel like it's getting worse every month since I miscarried again in November I just want to have a baby I want to give my boyfriend what he dreams of finally but I just can't it's soo sad and upsetting, I just don't know how to deal with it. 😭😭😭 I dreamt that I was pregnant the other night but I didn't test and that's probably because I knew AF would come. 💔💔