Fear of wiping!

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I know this is absolutely ridiculous, but this is my first pregnancy, and I am so excited to finally be pregnant. Did anyone ever have the intense fear of seeing blood on the tissue when you use the restroom? Every single time I use the restroom, it's like my heart just beats harder until I realize it's clear. Like I said, I know it is a silly fear, but did anyone else suffer from this, and when did it go away? Thank you in advance for sharing!