Feeling Ackward

HUNNY

I'm feeling really strange this week. was kinda down and depressed for a few days, but he last couple I am getting very nervous and on edge. I went to the doctor yesterday (new primary doctor) and I was so nervous the entire time we talked. just felt really on edge and vulnerable, even kinda shakey. it was ackward talking to her...hopefully it was just me and it'll get better so that I can be open with her in the future. i took a xanax as soon as i left and eventually calmed down. then today I had a work phone call and met someone new that I will be working with. it went well, but afterwards I got these same feelings. it's very out of character for me. I did have to quit taking my depression med due to side effects about a month ago so maybe it's just finally hitting me? but I wasn't this bad before. beginning to wonder if this career isn't right for me...I'm very isolated as I work from home 80% of the time now....Maybe it's starting to effect me. I hate to even think about going to the grocery store tonight. sorry for the long vent. thanks for listening