So, I had a miscarriage at 12wk in 2010, and then my daughter was stillborn in 2014 @ 20wk. I’ve had a ton of blood work, and everything has came back normal. No reason or explanation as to why this happened to me.

I recently got re-married in September. My husband has a 7yr old & I have a 2yr old (adoption). We’ve been talking about TTC. I’m of course, gun-ho & he truly doesn’t want to bring another baby into this “cruel and evil world” but is willing to try and give me the desires of my heart.

Is there anyone else out there that’s experienced anything like this before?

Our friends just had a baby this morning and we went up to visit... it just made my baby fever even worse! I’m supposed to go Tuesday to my OBGYN to discuss fertility medication. I do have PCOS and hypothyroidism, which makes it harder to conceive.

It just upsets me knowing deep down inside, he doesn’t want to bring another child into this world. But he does say that he will. It just makes me feel bad.

Suggestions or opinions?!?!