Giving up!!

I think I’m done ttc I feel like there’s no hope for me I have a ds that is 14 haven’t been pregnant since until I got pregnant 2018 and had a missed miscarriage and had d&c; November 2018 my last af started Jan 29 and now she’s back today I feel so defeated must not be meant for me to have another one!!! 🤦🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️🙍🏾‍♀️