Sorry rant 🤬

**SORRY FOR THE LANGUAGE INADVANCE**

Back story

Okay so my daughter was 19 weeks when we lost her due to spina bifida has been gone for almost 2 months now.

Okay so it’s been almost 2 months and yea I can fake a smile infront or everyone... until yesterday when I found out my step beothers girlfriend is pregnant and she’s due in July on my fucking birthday. I already cant stand her but then my mother tells me she has been doing drugs. Well I broke down. HOW IN THE FUCK CAN SOMEONE DO DRUGS AND WANT AN ABORTION AND STILL HAVE THE BABY WHILE THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN EATING EVERYTHING THEYRE SUPOSE TO BE AND NOT SMOKING AND DRINKING HAVE A FUCKING MISCARRIAGE. I can’t stand seeing her on my social media pages let alone anyone else who’s fucking pregnant and she has the ordacity to be doing fucking drugs this world is so fucking unfair and I can’t help but think that whoever does drugs while pregnant does not deserve the child they’re carrying.

This all may seem like I’m crazy and I should be happy but I don’t care because that bitch doesn’t deserve the child.

Rant over I again apologize for the swears but I’m just so sick and tired of staying quiet about how I feel.