Want it so bad 😫

Naomi • Healthy baby boy 10.12.18 👶🏼 Miscarriage 08.09.20 at 6W Miscarriage of twins 23.12.20 at 7W5D

Feel like I'm going to find it really difficult if I get my period this month.. sometimes I'm 28 days, sometime 30. I think this looks quite promising but so nervous that I'll wake up and have a huge temp drop.