Feeling bad and low about breastfeeding

shae 🙃

I had an good/bad delivery and a crazy recovery I’ve been having uncontrollable bleeding and blood clots and I should be recovering but I’ve been forcing myself to breastfeed.i love the feeling I get feeding my baby my milk,especially that I know she wants (we have her formula before and was spitting it out) she’s now sorta accustomed to the formula but she still prefers my milk but she isn’t getting that much of it and is scarfing down 30ml of formula.i don’t want to give up breastfeeding because I know this is what my baby wants but I need help and time to recover (plus I have a two degree tear) idk what to do 😩😢