I’ve always been a big girl. Fluctuating between 260 and 300 pounds, but for the most part I loved my body. Until I met my ex. The first year was great. He and I got on so well, and everything seemed perfect. But everything started to go downhill for no reason at all. He started beating at my confidence, telling me “nobody is gonna want you. No one is gonna find you attractive.” I dealt with that kind of negativity for another 2 years. I wish I could go back in time and show my past self how happy I am now. The man I’m with now, he’s incredible. And even my biggest insecurities, he says they’re beautiful. He always tries to build me up. And for that, I’m forever grateful. Four years ago, I never would have taken sexy pictures. Because I never felt sexy. But now, I can’t get enough of my body, and how I look. All thanks to my very patient man, and an open mind. The last year with him has been scary and amazing all at once. 🖤