Idk how to feel

To make a long story short. I am pregnant with my 2nd child, and my baby daddy wants me to get an abortion because he says that he doesn't want another kid and that we do not need anymore kids together. This will be his 3rd kid he has an older daughter by someone else, so anyway I was on BC with this pregnancy, but it failed before I found out that that was what really happened I had thought I got pregnant the week I didn't have it in. So when I told him that he went off on me saying (I trapped him and that he hates me and wish I would die in the next 8 months) and just a lot of hurtful things. But when I went to the doctor for my first ultrasound and found out that it was indeed failed BC I told him about it and he then assumed I was sleeping with someone else (asshole) so no that was definitely not the case. He didn't apologize to me or anything he just started back being nice to me, but it didn't change the fact that he still would like for me to get an abortion. He is really an asshole and a true Narcissist He treats me like crap but I still treat him nice with respect. (I hate that about me ) because he doesn't deserve my kindness. He also wanted me to get an abortion with our first child together but I stuck to my guns. I guess I'm just so hurt at the fact that I never and will never have a good pregnancy my last pregnancy was hell he didn't come to the appointments or anything and talked shit about me the whole time and I feel like it will be the same this time around, but he is really pushing for me to get an abortion he has already called clinics and got information and everything!! we have a date set up for child support in April but idk if I should go through with it I don't wanna seem like a (bitter baby mama) please help me idk what to do...how can I still care for someone who treats me like crap like this guy is a true monster in my eyes we have really been through a lot! I just honestly don't wanna get an abortion but he has it already made up in his mind that I will get one. And I know if I tell him no he will start being really ugly with me again and I don't want that. Should I just avoid him this pregnancy just to have a (stress-free pregnancy) but that's gonna kind of be hard to do since we have a kid together and I some what still need to remain in contact with him.