I just need some answers...

Jordanna

I was soo happy 2 days ago I had gotten 3 positives on a test yesterday tried all day and negatives maybe on a couple there was faint lines but I was devasted plus my sister wasn't helping saying I might have lost it already and just freaking me out. I cried all day thinking I lost this baby already.... this morning I took a test and I don't see anything. did I just lose all hope to be a mommy? AF hasn't come yet she is supposed to be here in 4 days.... Should I wait til then? should I call the doctor and ask them? idk what to do.... I've been really snappy and moody and all I want to do is curl up in a ball and just forget everything....... idk.... I'm just so scared and I don't really have anyone to talk to about it.....