I used to be 246 Lbs (111.584 kg) and now...

About 2 months ago I was in a children’s hospital for a clogged Gallbladder. Yet none of the hospitals in my city, couldn’t do the surgery. Upon examination I had about 17 stones in my gallbladder and an extra gallstone in my gallbladder tract. That was also causing pancreatitis.

During my stay in the hospital, I felt like shit. I wouldn’t bother to get up and pee, I didn’t care about myself I didn’t care about what happened to me, and no one really visited me or called me. During that time I gained 5 pounds due to them pumping water in me until my body couldn’t handle it and I decided to throw up. I felt bad that my nurses had to deal with me and I felt so bad to the point where I thought about Suicide, and about jumping out of the window of the hospital (I was given the room on the 9th floor; 90 feet) and I couldn’t talk about it because then they would constantly check up on me more than often.

I almost never left the bed because I just didn’t care. I didn’t move as much even when they asked me if I wanted to play with other kids. I felt like a burden, and eventually I started self harming by bruising my arm. And It was all my fault, because I was fat.

When I woke up from the surgery, I had a loud buzzing in my head, and a little voice in my head, saying that I was better off dying. And when they weighed me, I was 246 pounds. When my brother went to pick me up he called me a whale, and over how fat I was.

Which of course lowered my confidence majorly. I lost touch with reality and I fell under post operative depression.

As soon as I got the all clear, that I can start working out again, I spent 8 weeks doing abs and Arms and legs and Glutes workouts.

Now on this day of February 27th I officially lost 11 pounds on the scale.