Venting 😥

carlee

As I sit in my bathroom bawling as I type this, I have so many racing thoughts running through my head. I am 25 & I’m having a harder time starting a family that I ever thought it would be. We have been trying almost 3 years & still nothing. They say to quit trying, worry less, blah blah blah but it a lot harder to do when you want something so badly. I’ve taken clomid, tried preseed, taken prenatals, tracked ovulation. All that & more & still I get a period every single month. I just tried explaining to my husband that I didn’t wanna try anymore. (I quit trying for awhile & still got the same outcome as before so, I started trying again) my husband seems to think that I’m over exaggerating & I’m being somewhat over dramatic but I’m exhausted. Emotionally, & mentally. I don’t normally break down & cry about these things but tonight is a different story I guess.