Just venting

My husband and I have only been trying for two months, so I didn't have my hopes super high for this month. However, right after my fertile window I had some spotting I thought might be implantation bleeding. I am now 6 days late for my period. I've taken a couple pregnancy tests but they have all come back negative. I guess that it's possible I've gotten false negatives. I normally have pretty regular periods, but I was on birth control all last year, so that also might have something to do with it.

I just want to get a positive test or get my period. The waiting game is killing me.