Struggling with emotions

My baby girl was born feb 14 at cheo, her umbilical cord broke after she came out, she started bleeding out and had to be rushed to nicu, i had every test done during my pregnancy to make sure she was healthy, and was told she was in PERFECT health, after her birth i was told she is not responsive, and i saw for my own eyes her beauty, but she doesnt move, at all, she is bieng tested for muscular dystrophy and every other genetic disorder known, she is currently only alive because of the breathing tube, and ive been told she may never live without it, struggling to stay positive after constant tests that keep coming back bad news :( and alerts from the machines keeping her alive, first time mom, it breaks my heart to see her struggling every day 💔