First, I am very grateful that baby is good and growing!

This is my first pregnancy, I’m 35, 6w3d. I couldn’t sleep last night from anticipation of seeing the baby. But when I did, I didn’t really feel much excitement. It was more like, oh okay. It’s there, it’s fine.

I was kind of grossed out by the nurse and the center we went to. Doctor was recommended by a friend and I had never been to this center. I only saw the NP on this visit, and she had a bloody bandaid on her finger and was kind of disheveled. The center was run down, stains on chairs in the waiting room, etc. The equipment was also old, she even said their US is not as high res as the infertility clinic we used.

I expected to have a magical moment first time I see it but I didn’t.

I just wanted the nurse to get away from me and for us to leave the place as soon as I sat down.

Did anyone else have an underwhelming experience in their first UC?