Husband and I working different schedules, TTC, but at the same time having struggles connecting because we’re hardly together. Sex used to be hot. I mean really hot. He used to do all these things and tricks and my body would respond, hard. But with all the misfires, I can’t get there. I actually hid my breasts from him the other night because he felt like a stranger. We just don’t click anymore like we used to. This is all fairly new since we just got married and a little before that I became diagnosed as severely manic depressive with GAD. It just feels strange. I’m unhappy. He’s unhappy.

That brings us to today. We had the opportunity to reconnect today. And he shanked it. It was his idea for us to spend the day together and get our groove going again. I could’ve gone to work and earned money instead of sitting around the house while he slept. I know he’s tired, but I’ve been making sacrifices and I just needed him to give me one. I need guidance.