First time help!

Hello! I’m 19 & just had sex for the first time a few hours ago. It hurt for a while, but then it was more just sore. I’ve been bleeding a little, which is normal, but I decide to take a look “down there” to see what it looked like now lol. I noticed that my hymen? (I don’t know exactly) or the opening was tore & purple & bleeding. It looks so ugly & grossed me out. Is this normal? Will it go back to normal after some healing time? Any help is appreciated! Thanks!